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Sunday, March 30, 2008
想着一只猪 <3


Head underwater. And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
. Breathing gets harder,
even I know that
Made room for me;
but it's too soon to see

woke up and slacked around the whole day. recently been kinda hooked on wawa bridge, not tat its tat fun, but more like there isnt much t do i guess. hahas. went for dinner at fatty weng jus now, had a slight argument with mom in the car, sis kept trying t get me t cool dwn by rubbing my hand and tellin me tat it happened with her too whn she was my age, and i kinda felt better i guess. dinner was gd thn they went off t watch movie and dad dropped me off, i didnt feel like catchin the film tday, tired.


ignore my self entertainment, but its wad i like t do =)


valentine's day/7:32 AM



Saturday, March 29, 2008
sentimental feelings.


perhaps its the late night, perhaps its the emo music playin right now, i cant help but feeling nostalgic. different emotions are over fillin me right now, so i decided to put some pics up, some that i haven seen for the longest of time.

CALS:


prom night.


i'll never forget this day, we were huddled up at the airport, everyone saying nt t cry cuase we knew julie would, but in the end i caved and bawled my eyes out, i rmb all of us huggin at the air port, thn it was fnally time for her to go.

mommy

cs

qr

sa
i love everyone of the Cals; sa, cs, xian, suta, qr and julie. thnx for everythin, it wont have been such an awesome 2 years without ur. your have made a huge impact on me that can never be erased. ily all


its been 7 years alr yknow, thnx for bein there for me whn i needed you. 7 yrs has been a realli long way, and it wont b the same if you weren't a part of it, i wont no wad it would be like if nanny didnt have her baby. =)love ya

dumb dumb bf






boyfriend, i really miss you. those past 2 years have realli been a blast, i miss hanging out with you and hearing ur oii's and ur high pitched ahh's. i still have out videos and our pics, i cant help but missing you even more tday, the cals will alw be a v impt part of my life. you alw were able t make me laugh even whn i was so upset, i rmb cam whorin with you, i rmb we had even cam whored till 100+ pics tat day, and i still have everyone of them, u and ur ridiculous phobias of frogs, esp my ikea frog. perhaps cause baby low and i saw a gm that reminded us of u today, mayb tats y eveyrthin tat is sentimental is comin back. i miss you gal and i hope t c u soon. love ya.


dear, all i can say is ily and that im a lucky girl <3

there are sooo many more ppl that have made an impact on my life, thnks you guys. i cherish everyone of my frens and thnk ur for all the memories that ur have given me =) okay, have ta stop this nostalgic road trip nw. hahas.


valentine's day/11:38 AM





There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You never see it coming
'cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone t see
You will always be my boo

27-03-08 (Thurs):
woke up in the mornin cuase of SOMEONE'S sms. hahas lols, seriously, they are a couple that are tryin to torture me, correct miss cs???? hahhas. anyway, went t meet cs at ikea in the afternoon, thn i bought some pot thingy, thn we ate while she tld me abt np sports camp which sounded suppper funn =) hahas, went t anchorpoint t see some stuff thn off to queensway. we went bikini huntin. hahhas. =D anyway, went t twn after tat, went t our secret hideout. hee. thn it was off t central so she can collect her pay, and met some fking "bengs" there, shall avoid details. went t panjang thn we walked the pasa malam n waited for dear there, they argued over preserved and dried mango -.- hahas. thn cs went off and we walked thn homed.

28-03-08 (Fri):
miss cs called me and woke me up suppppppper early in the morning, seriously, this couple is out t torture me de. hahhas. anyway, went t np with her t hand in some forms thn we went t plaza for kfc. she walked with me t dear's place thn went off. slacked at his house, played wawa thn we were starn at his bro while he played the new bridge game and we finally understood, hahas. at first a lil bored, mayb cause we were both a lil tired + it was rainin, till we played sushido with this lvl 10 person, and we aimed t beat him at every round. hahhas. thn we walked over t plaza for macs. hahhas it was supper funny aft tat, thn homed.

29-03-08 (Sat):
baby low came over today in the morn, thn we waited for dear and baby in law t get rdy ad stuff and they took supppper long, cant help it ba, guys are like tat, so troublesome. *shakes head. hahhas. anyway, van n i went t ps first n waited for them, we went t get chippy's. o ya, on the bus we were like countin hw mny guys with flowery shirts we will c, we saw like 2, bright orange somemore. hahhas. aft they met us, dear wanted t eat, so we went long john's while baby and in law went t walk. thn met up aft tat and we went t park lane t play arcade and pool. hahas. it was super funny jus nw durin pool, fun :DD thn ended abruptly cause dad came and van n i had t go off, while we were waitin for my dad, they walked pass us and said dear" we also dono them, y they keep starin at us?" hahas. thn van and i replied" waaaa, c those ah bengs, dono them right" hahahs. funnaye. mom and dad were in gd mood tday on acc of sis so it was rather entertaining on the car. thn off for dinner. nw im goin off t play sushido with the couple tat like t torture me =) hahhas.


valentine's day/7:17 AM



Wednesday, March 26, 2008
despite everything, you're the only one that can take away my insecurities <3


Have you ever been in love, Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone, Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, To make them feel the same

went t dear's place tday. he was seriously high whn i reached, he was like singin and stuff and tld me t contorl him, which i tried but t no avail. hahhas, so i jus kept ignoring him, hahas but... it was realli funny, anyway, he was wawa-in, 2.5 t be exact, thn when he wanted t go bath, and asked me t take over, the cards were suddenly realli gd, and he came back. hahhas. and i managed t hear a veryyy interestin convo abt a dragon, centipede and seaweed. seriously, dont ask. hhahas. anyway, we went t the pasa malam aft tat. bought food and drinks, i seriously wna try the chicken kebab. hahas, temptin. we took the bus dwn t cck cc t meet his frens. quite borin there. lols. we went t lot one aft tat

wen t buy drinks with dear and jack, thn waited for bus t go t another court. the bus trip was quite funny i guess, involves fat bast from austin powers though. hahas. talked t van fr a while on the phone, we both came t the conclusion that leavin the clique in the past was the best decision that fate threw upon us in the past. its been 2 close to 3 years and it surprises me how she has never changed, up till now, she still thinks that the world should revolve around her. its been so long and yet she still behaves like a kid, seriously, grow up. luckily for me, i was backstabbed by her in the past, if not, i wont have a clique as awesome as the cals. =) hahas. i dont deny the fact that i may be a hypocrite, but at least i no im not as big of a hypocrite as she is. anyway, dear played ball while i talked t van. aft they played fin ball, went t lot 1, thn dear helped me direct the cab driver and i cabbed back. the uncle was like realli nice, dear n i both tld him tat i was rushin so he sped the whole way, i kept checkin the speed meter, it was like 100/110 km/h, it was seriously freakinn fast, even faster thn dad which is like seriously fast. i nearly got a heart attack, i rmb grippin the hand rail thingy damn hrd, hahas.

yesterday's scene is still etched in my mind, the words still vivid in my mind, tears were shed, words were thrown, but at the end of the day, wad matters is your trust and the fact that everything is ok now. the fact that you dont think of me that way is enough for me. i cant make promises but wad i can tell you is that ily and that you've alr become someone i cant live without.



valentine's day/8:10 AM



Tuesday, March 25, 2008


No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
sooner or later I'll get what i'm asking for

went t cantonment tday with dear and jack. they went t go buy psp. the woman was seriously irritatin, but yet, you cant show her attitude or anythin like tat cause she's like a police officer. lols. went t eat thn homed whil dear and jack went t play ball. thought a lot on the way home, talked on the phone with sa and van.

today was seriously our worst fight ever, tat i no. we've been through a lot, at least, tats wad i think, this is the first time i went through so many things, so many fights, but like i said, i dont regret a single part of it cause as long as i no you love me as much as i love you, tats all that is sufficient. tats all that matters. i cant shake off the feeling of fear cause t say tat i dont care bout wad others think of me is a big fat lie, i do, it does bother me that im thought of in a way that im realli affected by, but, as long as neither you nor my frens think of me this way, its fine by me. im still young, definitely, i agree with what she says, she didnt say anything thats wrong, or doesnt make sense, and i no she's worried tat i'll hurt you, so once again i'll give you this promise, i wont lie t you, i wont change my heart, cause seriously, you're the first guy to have ever made me feel this way, and i wna have more 6's with you. i'll try nt t let this affect me or strain our relationship. dont think tat i'll breakup with you ok, cuase im very sure of my own feelings, and im sure i wont, cause you've become smth that i can no longer live without. ily loads dear.



valentine's day/4:47 AM



Sunday, March 23, 2008
this feeling of uncertainty.


Quiet now.
Your voice sings miles away
but somehow I hear your song resound
A little bit softer each day
And from my tired heart, a little bit farther away.


went t bugis today with dear n jack tday. walked around the shopping centre thn it was off t bugis village. the weather was rather hot. walked a while thn off t t shoppin centre again, went t get food thn drinks. slacked around there for a while. thn homed. stupidly i took the wrong bus home from tiong, i was stonin thn ended up takin 63 cause i thought it was 123. hahas. funny thing was, in front of 63 was 195, another bus i could take, but i decided nt t take 195 cause a lot of ppl were boardin the bus, and whn i saw the bus with the no. 3 at the back, i stupidly took it. hahas. so gt off after i realised i took t wrong bus, and walked back, super far can. but... tats wad i get for takin the wrong bus. hahas.


valentine's day/4:28 AM



Saturday, March 22, 2008


You have my attention
Like you've had all the while,
Since that first day when you made my heart smile,
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary.
Speak but a whisper; I'll hear a sermon

stayed home tdy, o yea.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA =DD LOVE YOU!
anyway, been home the whole day and been havin realli bad cramps, thn dear called me n we talked. he wanted lame jokes -.- hahas. anywy, watched some shows online thn went t rest a while. havin a carin bf makes ur pain go away =) hahas. he was realli sweet and stuff so..... irritation durin this period mus be put dwn to a notch. hahas. slpt a while thn off t dinner. mommy gt me the med tat dear recommended. we went t the vegetarian rest t eat with meiyan and auntie. bro wanted get shoes so we went t twn thn homed.


valentine's day/8:32 PM



Friday, March 21, 2008


dear, im sorry, i no you dont wan me t apologise bt i still haf t say it, i should have neevr allowed him t join us, much less let him talk t u like tat. despite him bein my kor, he still did smth as fucked up as tat. i seriously didnt think he would do that kind of thing, so purposely. if it were me and he was a girl, i would have given the same reaction. dear, pls dont think too much yea, dont worry, i love you and nothin anyone does or say can change that.i realli dont wan u t be affected. so far, we haven't had a smooth journey, we've had our arguements, our fights and our probs, i havent regretted any of it and i wont wan it any other way cause ily and i cherish every moment we have, even more after wad happened. pls believe wad i said and trust me yea. ily and i miss you.


valentine's day/8:47 PM



you make the nights blissful in a way i've nevr felt before <3


When the world leaves you feeling blue,
You can count on me,
I will be there for you.

When it seems all your hopes and dreams,

Are a million miles away,
I will reassure you.


went t meet sa at panjang in the mornin n we wnet t court. watched dear play ball with frens and qr. sa and i talked quite a lot meanwhile, haven had a chat like this in a realli long time, told her a lot of stuff, and today, all my insecurities were finally resolved =). hahas. anyway, after they played fn, we went t eat and thn sa went t qr place while i went t dear's place. his mom was realli nice, she gave me 2 loreal nail polish tat was realli gorgeous. hahas. anyway, we kinda slacked thn off t town t fin jack and his fren. lols.

on the bus ride, dear and i fell alseep and missed our stop. hahas. so we walked t cine t find him, saw pb. hhas. thn off t arcade thn hmv. we met up with jack's fren and her fren. lols. hhahas, it was an interestin experiance. went to meridian t play pool. super funny =D. anyway, jack's frens left and we went t PS. walked and thn dinner at kfc. we slacked outside PS and talked and did stupid stuff. hahahs. anw, saw this grp of "wannabe's" so young somemore. seriously... anw, we went t bus stop aft tat n saw them again. lols. funnaye. good day but too fast.

dear, thanx for understandin, srry if i was bein unreasonable or wad. ily k. cant meet ya tmr, ill definately miss you. love you. tx for tday =)


candid shot. hahas



valentine's day/10:30 AM



Thursday, March 20, 2008
SA'S B'DAY CELEBRATION! :))


Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen
but something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground

Found something true.

went t find dear in the mornin, he was playin ball with his frens. thn we went t have breakfast, roti prata :DDhahas anyway, went t meet cs at khim s
an leng after tat, she ate thn we went off t buy cake n supplies for her cake. anyway, the whole day was a :D. hahas after doin everythin, we went t buy dye for my hair, light blond. cs helped my dye my hair, but after put on my hair, which is apparently virgin hair or smth, it looks brown, but still i love it. hahas. tx cs for helpin me :D sa came and we went t meet mommaye n daddy at garden plaza but nt before stoppin by the cc t meet dear. went t find them thn after some clooaboration, sa n mommy and daddy and i went t cc t find dear. talked thn cs n qr came over. went t kim san leng after tat for zi cha dinner, we tld sa tat cs had t fetch liwei but in actual fact, she went t collect the 1/2 kg chocolate mousse cake thn meet him. after our dinner, we played some games, which were like fun but super confusin. lols. hahas. thn, we ran after sa with the cake and sucessfully smashed the cake on her. hahas. but unfortuanately, i didnt run away fast enough and gt smashed with cake -.- hahas.

dear came over thn talked a while. we went off t buy durians t eat at the void deck, thn daddy had t go off. the durians were realli nice, 4 in total. hahas. we ate and chatted, haven done smth like this for a realli long time. dear walked us t petir lrt station thn went off. mommy and i chatted a lottt on the way back. all in all, it was a great day :D its tim
es like this whn u no tat you've got great frens cause i feel it, 3 yrs of frenship aint easy sooo, i love you CALS! :)

t SA:
babe, happy birthday yea, y'know i love ya, rmb that the cals love you n mus be confident of yourself yea, you're gorgeous and no matter wad others can say, they wont b able t take it away from you. its your day, no one elses'. for a long time, i've regarded you as my best friend and i love you, you've alw been there for me whn i need you, rmb that whnvr you need someone t talk to, you alw got me, no matter wad, ill alw have time for you yea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.


t mommy:
mommy, thnx for everythin, your words enlightened me and lifted a burden off my shoulder, i seriously wont no wad ill do without you, thnx for everythin and jus bein there for me whn i needed you, i realli appreciate it. and i realli appreciate you jus bein there. hahas. i love you loadssssss, alw yea.


b'day card for sa :DD


valentine's day/8:57 AM



Wednesday, March 19, 2008


No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the firesooner or later
I'll get what i'm asking

Im over at dear's place now and he's bein an absolute pig sleepin. hahahs. came t his place in the mornin aft like gettin hopelessly lost, i went t another block thinkin it was his cuase t me it looked the same. we watched meet the spartans and thn off t buy food and bandage. came back n watched alvin n the chipmunks for a while thn played psp and game.. im usin his labby while his bro is outside, hm.... i think dear will overslp and end up nt goin t cck cc t play ball with them, hahas. but i dont wanna wake him up, he is bein a pig but he doesnt have enough slp, so...... hahas. ok, he jus woke up cause i like called him t cause his fren msn-ed him. lols. ok shall update ltr thn, think we're goin t the cc soon. =)

ok wakin dear up can relli b a hassle, after he woke up he went back t slp and i had t spend 15 mins jus t wake him up. hahas, and it was a damnit funny process. lols. anyway, we had an issue on jelly beas after tat. lols. hahas. ok went t the cc after tat. there was this issue from the grp of girls sittin behind us on the court, it was a grp of girls i think no less thn 15, they were smokin n stuff. thn one guy who is their fren who is like aprox thier age walked up t them with his mom, his mom found his cigarettes and went t question his frens n stuff. thn they replied by tellin his mom to relax can a not. lol . after they left they started panickin, sayin stuff like oh shit, how, ltr she tell my mom how. like lol, i rmb lookin at dear and shakin my head and we came t the conclusion tat, if ur scared of bein caught, hn dont smoke, esp whn ure nt even lk bloody 16 or smth. lols. one match that they played ended on a bad note whn the opponent team decided to play dirty and rough. lols. we watched the rest of the match tn it was off for dinner. o yea, no. 11 and 10 from the Filipino's team are my idols. like lols. 10 has long hands and legs and dear thinks he looks like et, but.... he is dman strong, he could do a slam dunk + a chin up. 11 is good too, his arm strength was like, whoa. anyway, it was a veryyy interestin match =)


valentine's day/3:56 PM



Monday, March 17, 2008
Are you seriously 21? =)


Loving you is not just luck or illusion,
It's in the make up of our DNA.

It's not by chance we make the perfect solution,
Don't fight it baby, you know that it's just destiny's way

went t meet xian in the mornin, went over t ngee ann. lols. i seriously think tat the sports camp ppl there are farrrr too hyper can. lols. reach there n we gt approached by the camp ppl askin us t join. lols. funniest thing was the grp of ppl who asked us if we were freshmans and when we didnt answer they suddenly said
"oh shit, they not freshmans la, omg, psps. sorry ar"
hahas, cs, xian n i laughed non stop at tat. the expressions on their faces were seriously priceless. anyway, went t buy labtps and we met this pikachu lookalike dude, credits t xian.

went t panjang after tat, met sa and suta and we all had lunch and our so called girls talk at garden plaza thn dear came over t meet us and i went with him for lunch thn we went t find them at macs.after like walkin somemore we went t find them and we went t the library. while they read magazines, dear and i started walkin round n round the library and kept goin t the kids section. hahas. went t pasa malam after tat. sa left and qr came t find us. suta and thal were at garden plaza too, so we slacked and talked. had dinner at mos burger, they were lame-in
the whole time can. hahas. hillarious, n my hoops are nt for ur t hold on mrt's luh. hahhas. homed with xian =) anw, the understatement of the day was when they asked dear" are you sure ur 21?" hahas

ngee ann

taken at garden plaza.

this is wad we do at toilets =)

we have stalkers that take our photo!!! hahas. jkjk

i was bored. =)


valentine's day/8:48 AM



Sunday, March 16, 2008


you're the sunshine after the rain
you're the cure against my fear and my pain
cause im losing my mind when you're nt around
its all~, its all because of you.

went t panjang with bro tday. dear and bro played bball at panjang cc, some of bro's frens were there, thn after like a long bball match, they were all tired and while they were restin, his fren jeff did chin ups, so everyone was competing. bro won by doin 20. -.-" they were supposed to be tired. boys. -shakes head. hahas. after tat went t dear's house after gettin lunch. his bro was at home. we played wawa for a while, and while he went t bath i played sushi. slacked around, his parents came home, thn watched the tv then home. out tmr with xian, cs and perhaps sa. meetin dear after tat.
im really glad that everything's ok, i hated our quarrel, and i missed you loads when i was at m'sia yst. you make me a happy gal. =)



valentine's day/4:36 AM



Saturday, March 15, 2008


And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

the m'sia trip was nt bad. bad part was wakin up soo freakin early. 5am. lols. anyway, went toh payoh t take the bus t customs, after customs we went over t this cafe for breakfast, bro and i talked talked a lot on the bus rides, cause seriously, you either talk or u sleep. i told him a lot of things, thankfully, i have a great bro and he has a lot of experiences and he gave me alot of wonderful advices, it seems that any doubt, fear or insecurity was cleared after we talked. went t the fruit farm for lunch, saw smth tat reminded me of dear and i gt it. hahas. went t the chocolate factory too. lunch was gd. hahas. went t explore the fruit farm. aft tat went t explore at someplace thn seafood dinner which was realli gd. thn off t take the boat ride t c fireflies, it was a gd experiance and the fireflies were gorgeous, onli bad thing was tat the river was so dark that it looked straight out from the blair witch project. o yea, there were 2 lil kids in the grp tat were adorable, darryl and rong yao.



darryl and rong yao( my chicken lil) they're cute aren't they

feeding the coy fish



the goats assaulted me when i was feedin them =D








valentine's day/4:54 AM



Friday, March 14, 2008


Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart?
Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there?
Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?


met dear and jack in the mornin at boon lay mrt station cause we had to go jurong medical centre for check up, all three of us. after tat we went t jurong point for lunch. went t plaza t meet qr and sa with dear and jack. went over to the court, watched them play bball. had dinner after tat thn dear and i talked at bus stop, went back with jack. home.


i hate quarreling with you, i hate crying, but i cry cause im scared to lose you, i hate to c u put the weight of the world on you.my heart aches when i see you in pain, when i see you upset, i find myself worrying about you, missing you and loving you. somehow, my world is already revolving around you and im afraid, afraid of losing you, afraid that ill succumb t fear. afraid of so many things that ive never felt before, it took me a lot of courage to say what i had to u on the phone, i realli do love you and that wont change no matter what, so pls dont worry, i hate our quarrels and i love you, i realli do. i miss you dear, c you on sun k. i wont b able to c or talk to ya tmr so tc k.


valentine's day/7:57 AM



Wednesday, March 12, 2008


Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time

12.3.09; Wed

woke up in the mornin and went over t panjang cc to do singpass. aft tat gave sa a call, talked t her for a while, made some plans and discussed some stuff. shockin t find hw hypocritical someone can seriously b. lols. anyway, met dear and went over t his place. slacked there cause of certain issues, we watched underdog. hahas, it was rather funny, a beagle able to have superpowers is actually rather amusing. anyway, after tat went dwn t buy lunch thn while his mom chnged his bandage, thn had a rather interestin convo. hahas. went off t lot 1 aft tat t meet baby n baby in law. saw his frens. aft we met up we realised tat lot 1 didnt show rule 1, so we travelled t jurong point. watched 10000 bc instead. lols, cuase the tickets were sellin fast, it was the 2nd row from the front, but it wasnt all that bad. we made fun of the names of the characters in the show, but other thn tat, it was rather gd. had a gd story line and graphics werent tat bad, o yea, the lead actress was hot too. hahas. we had dinner aft tat, baby in law went t ask the auntie if ta hai you mei you zuo, and we ended up makin fun of tat phrase. hahas. went back aft tat.

13.3.09; thurs

met dear at PS in the aft. went t buy tix for rule 1. lols. went t the arcade after tat t play the streetfighters gem thingy, we made a bet on it whn he tld me he sure beat me. and.... i lost. he is realli gd at it, so nvm, i rematched him t puzzle bubble which..... i also lost. hahas. anyway, so nw i owe him tat. haha lols. went t play photo hunt, thn walked around, bumped into henry at macs. thn we walked somemore n went t eat at kfc. aft tat went up for our movie. lols, i seriously think the beginnin of rule 1 is freakin scary can. its like, nt even mentally prepared yet and the scary shit comes out. seriously, the girl is freaky can. bloody and scary, the rest of the movie aint tat bad cept the drownin lil girl, the story line aint tat gd though, but it is unexpected. while i was gettin the shit scared out of me, dear thought it was borin and almost fell asleep. -.-". guys.-shakes head. hahas. anyway, walked around aft tat and bumped t henry again. hahas. thn went off aft tat. wawa with dear. tmr gt med check up with dear and jack.


valentine's day/8:44 AM



Tuesday, March 11, 2008


You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love, you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met and when i loved you at first glance

today has been another one of those fast days. started rainin heavily in the mornin when i went to meet dear. took the bus dwn t panjang and waited for him. met up with him and jack at the coffee shop and had our lunch and we started 'fighting' bout payin for food and drinks. it was rather amusin cause i think i pract shoved the money t the auntie and tld her nt to take his cash, thn she jus started laughin at us. hahas. after lunch we went over t his place t wtch ma que 3. thn after movie, his mom came home, she looks realli young and pretty so i was rather shocked. she was realli nice and friendly though. after tat we went off t bus stop n jack went off. thn dear n i went off t plaza, had dinner and slacked around thn had t go off after tat. lols.

jus fin some admin stuff for sch, realli confusin cause there was so many thing t do. check up on fri, thn after tat verythin can b sent. goin panjang cc tmr t do my singpass which is like supperrrr troublecome cause after tat still have t do the online thingy, dont understand why they cant do it at once. out t twn tmr for movie. lols. playin viwawa ltr i suppose.

miss him...


valentine's day/9:19 AM



Monday, March 10, 2008


When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops

You're my sweetheart

And I'm so glad that you are mine
You're just one of a kind


w
ent t ngee ann this mornin with playmate, she'll be goin vietnam for 1 wk tmr, gonna miss her loads, we went there t fill up her tution grant form, turned out that they gave the wrong info so we ended up goin t the canteen for food and drinks thn dear called me, decided to go his place. xian n i slacked at the bus stop till she went the opp bus stop n i took the bus to panjang which was quite fast, dear waited for me at the bus stop but i missed the stop. hahas. so he fetched me from the interchange. lols. hahas. it was pract rainin the whole day, hahas but it is its pros and cons. went t get food with him thn off t his place. we used the com and watched tv, thn qr called me n we went plaza t find her for lunch. met henry and his frens at plaza thn chatted a while thn dear, qr n i went subway fr lunch. talked, did a lil catchin up thn went t take the id photo. lols. qr had to go off.

we walked a while thn went back t his house, watched some more tv and thn jack called n asked us t go to central to find him n his stead. so after a lot of dilly dallying we went t go meet them. took photos on the bus.after reachin we went t find them b the riverside. his stead had t go off so he sent her to the station while we slacked. walked at central after tat n thn it was off t chinatown point. went for dinner at near pearl centre thn wlked thn finally went t the void deck t chat. hahas. it was super funny jus nw,
laughed till i had stomach ache. the 2 of them can b so funny tgt sometimes. hhahas. dear and i talked bout loads of stuff thn talked bout L change the world (inside joke) hahas. tdy has been super fast, cant believe it. hahas.


me and dear <3


valentine's day/8:08 AM



Sunday, March 09, 2008
i miss dear right now.


I know everything changes
For the cities and faces
But I know how I feel
About you

this week has been real fast, seriously. lols. hahas but... other thn a few mishaps everythin has been good. hahas =) last sun till today has been very blissful, thats mainly cause of my dear. hahas. shall nt further elaborate. went ktv with manda, qr n xian on wed, borders after tat. thurs went to chinatown point with van n xy. thn they came my house for dinner and we watched gigolo wannabe. it was a realli good day =) manda came my place in the mornin on fri, thn i went to meet sa at twn thn off to find dear at panjang. hahas. after their bball, went his place thn after tat sent me chinatwn thn home. sat went to mdis with manda, thn xy and van came meet us thn off to twn to meet dear, after which jack came along. slacked at heeren, cine and far east. van n xy went off n we sat dwn.

today passed by real fast. too fast. met playmate in the mornin at interchange thn off to have breakfast at macs thn we went to the library. hahas. we took the time to catch up and tlk. spent quite some time at the library, its wad we do. hahas. thn we walked back t my hm. slacked around, msged dear thn after tat we left my place. playmate went to meet her relatives at vivo thn i went to panjang to meet dear. walked at plaza thn he went to.... thn we went t lot 1 and walked. met a lot of his frens, all quite friendly. hahas. dear kept laughin at me tday cause i kept adjustin my shirt. hahas. jack came to meet us thn off to walk thn arcade and other places. thn i had to go off. too fast le, cant wait till wed. hahas. ive been meetin dear everyday but still i miss him <3 style="font-style: italic;">

never felt this way before, ily dear..
<3



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